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!!! i meant to ask the hr girl today if i get bennies during probation (i highly doubt it but i should've at least asked). anyhow, why the HELL did i wait soooo long to finally do all my appointments that i am now cramming in at the very last minute??? i mean, how stupid is that???? i had alllll this time to take care of all that shit. the funniest one is the filling that popped out when i flossed back in the day. like '97, yo (nah, just joking). but for real -- that fricken thing popped out um. i don't even want to admit when because there's absolutely no reason for me to have not gotten it fixed by now. let's just say... earlier this year........ anyway -- and now i'm the one pressuring people to let me come in this week. my fault... oh well.

okay -- can i just tell you the story, because i think it's funny. you may not but... so about a month or two after my insurance ran out, i was flossing and heard this *ting* noise... hoping it wasn't what i thought it was, i looked down & lo and behold... hi! hello! stupid thing was looking right at me laughing as it decided to pop the frick out of my mouth after being in there for probably about 10 years.... of course, it couldn't pop out say... you know, like 2 months before, or even years ago... just HAD to be *right* when i was shit out of luck of insurance... bastard... i should've kept it and framed it and named it cunthead....

so. um. yikes. my l&l record -- well..... SEVEN times so far! eek! twice this past weekend. well, at least i'm not getting heartburn anymore. my mom said, "stop eating at l&l, you'll get fat -- it's worse than fast food!" huh? what? i didn't get that. can you repeat that? whaaaa? sorry, i think there's a (pidgin) language barrier here. not understanding. no can do. what's worse is that my *new* (yay!) job is sorta nearby the new location that will be opening soon! crapola. so maybe i will be a fat porker....

did i mention that i'll be only the second female to be an engineer!!!! :) heh heh.