happy new year!!!

why i am writing a fucking blog at 3 am is beyond me (alcohol influence & i'm on california time, maybe?).... however, i just had to say that i had a wonderful new year's eve. besides the whole traveling the entire day part, it ended fabulously. i hung out with 2 friends that i haven't seen for MONTHS. post-bar we went to get pizza (and so did everyfuckingbody else in nyc), where i bumped into a friend of mine from hawaii!!! and found out that the both of us got new jobs and surely had something to cheer to... :) and got one of the most sincere phone calls i have ever gotten from a colleague (a friend as well). totally unexpected & very uplifting. (not that i need to be uplifted, as my spirits couldn't be running any higher thus far.)

so i salute to a fabulous 2005 and wish everyone a safe & happy new year.

and um. not to be a cheeseball but i'm gonna be & i'll just say it...

(i'm speaking from experience) the SECOND you get rid of all the negative things in your life, a plethora of positive events will come flowing in. so if you're hanging on to anything negative -- get the fuck rid of it. trust me on this one. i don't think i've ever been happier in my entire life. and i'm not a downer. i'm quite the "happy" person, actually... ask anyone that knows me. if you have to think twice of why this influence (no matter what it is) has to be in your life -- well then it's just time to say goodbye.

say good riddance to everything that sucks & welcome in the wonderfully good. :)

i'm just in love at the moment. no, not with anyone. just in love, literally with, the moment. and i'm going to fucking cherish it.

sorry for all the crass language but again, anyone that knows me knows that i use it very lightly and when i swear, i don't actually "mean" it. does that make any sense? i guess i use it as part of my lame humor. i don't know. i think i should just stop now.

good night. happy new year!